“Out of suffering have emerged the strongest souls; the most massive characters are seared with scars." - Kahlil Gibran
My dad credits this as his favorite photo of me.
When I was younger, I was very socially anxious. I hated crowds, hated attention, hated being up on stage. In preschool there was this little Halloween show that we put on, and man, I did not want to do that shit, let me tell you. All those parents watching me sing some stupid song? Nah, that ain’t me.
But I was forced to, and I was pissed about it. My dad was in the audience, taking pictures and enjoying the show. In that moment, I swear, my tiny four year old was pure rage and resentment. I felt the word “fuck” years before I knew what it was.
My dad pointed the camera at me, and I turned, and I looked. I gave him the look that summed up all the anger, all the absolute fury that was brewing inside me. He says that he had never before seen such a perfect depiction of total and complete hatred. In his four year old son.
To this day whenever I get pissed, he calls me “Buzz Lightyear”.
I felt the word “fuck” years before I knew what it was.
Another giveaway for you babes!!!
What you can win:
♡ 2 makeup items from Lime Crime
♡ 1 item from Spree Picky
♡ 1 item from Showishes
♡ 1 plushie from Plushies Paradise
♡ 1 pair of contacts from Pinky Paradise
♡ 1 item from Mola_Mola
♡ 1 item from HFTW
♡ 2 items from Sugar Bones
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♡ Ends on Halloween
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five people at my school that i loathe